>>3659210Yeah I don't know about that. When I died, I prayed to the christian god, not Set or any of my other haphazardously kidnapped deities.
Its one of the reasons I decided to do this psychology thing. By all means I have no right to be alive. I kinda have this idea in my head that I'm supposed to do something before I have the privilege of dying, and trust me, I live in a constant state of pain, I crave death. I'm just horrified that any kind of suicide attempt would be horribly botched.
Then again, as I said, God is an asshole. I don't have any ideas of grandure for myself, its just if God does have a plan, who knows, I might not be able to die until I crash into a bus full of orphans or something.