Okay... I thought this over.
While it was a long time ago, I was still an adult at the time. I got involved with her without thinking about the future consequences of my actions, but it was my choice to act the way I did & as an adult I must take responsibility for my actions.
It could help to have a reliable assistant, an extra pair of hands, some one who is willing to give me their complete cooperation. If she is willing to do what I need her to do, when I need her to do it, this just might work out. I'm not having her come down as a girlfriend, but as a partner, a secretary, some one who can help me stay focused & complete tasks.
I'm not sure how this will turn out. She's ... not particularly intelligent... but she's aware of this, so that whole "Smug Smart Bitch" routine is not something I'm going to have to worry about. She appears willing to be subservient.
I would rather live on my own, do my own thing, with no distractions, but in life it isn't always about our own wants. We live as part of a collective whole & we need to be there for each other. If it doesn't work, I'll sleep better at night knowing that I did what I could. If I refused her out right, I could potentially be missing out on a really good thing.
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