Looking for some advice and opinions, /furi. I know a furry image board isn't exactly the best place for a serious topic like this but I figure I might get an honest reply or two.
>tl;dr is that after being around furry porn for so long, I've become increasingly confused about my sexual orientation and I don't know what to think of myself anymore, so I am asking for opinions.
I've been straight most of my life, and never had any sexual thoughts about guys before. But ever since finding the furry fandom and getting hooked on the porn (I've been looking at it almost exclusively for several years), I've found myself becoming increasingly interested in another set of dick, balls, and ass. I word it that way because, literally, that's the only part about a guy I find appealing. Everything else just squicks me out. I don't find men attractive or sexy or hot, and I sure as hell don't want to kiss or cuddle up next to another guy. My interest is entirely for what's between a guy's legs, and everything else about a guy is a turn-off.
Normally, this wouldn't really bother me (I'd be fine with being bi), but as my interest in gay sex increased, my interest in straight sex correspondingly decreased. My problem is... despite that, I still "feel" straight. I still find women attractive, both physically and sexually. Heck, I still find myself checking girls out all the time but I never do that to guys. For intimate stuff, I am totally comfortable with kissing, embracing, foreplay, ect. And yet, I can't find any interest or arousal in exploring what's between a girl's legs. Suddenly, I feel "empty", like something in me is broken and doesn't work. Its like vaginas have become a turn-off for me. (This has led to a rather embarrassing random hook-up as well...)
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