>>3737480its not really character theft, i am just making up a character that's already made up and pretending to be them.
its pretty lonely in my head, even though i technically have a thousand versions of different fursona's running around in it.
a few times i thought i saw one irl. trying to manifest in the leaves or the snow, for a long time i would try to see if they would appear to me in the darkness. i also thought i had a shadow following me, maybe it would appear as much shadow even. infact, there were other times where i thought it manifested in electricity…im pretty sure i contracted just a typical demon. maybe it was a lost soul or a pet that died…its pretty damaging to think about. im just so fucked up and i don't really care, i had a psychological meltdown where basically my ego died. everyday felt like i was being torn to pieces, that it was basically worse than rape. suicide and ego death and all that. im fine now tho, just different than before.
i only have mini episodes of that kind of stuff now.
