f57b920c No.3721243
Abusive relationships will not "get better". They won't "change". You can't fix someone like that. The sooner you escape, the sooner you can heal. Don't settle for someone that physically assaults you.
7ccd3c35 No.3721260
>>3721254TBT, I'm not an abusive person violently. I just have absolutely no experience in dealing with normal human relationships. I always end up treating all my romances and friends like pets.
Not hard to fathom considering I've spent the last 10 years in isolation with just dogs to keep me company
Even in the past my old human friends treated me like shit, the mlitary treated me like a tool, my parents treated me like a failed experimental security policy, and romances like unell and such were ok, but as bad as I was to him, he treated me like a sex toy.
Hell even all my research into psychology and sociology just lead me to "people suck."
With my dog, I know more or less when he needs or wants something, he knows about the same with me. Its a very transparent relationship. There is none of the manipulation and deceit thats too common in human ones. There is at least no hundreds of hours of research to know the 50k reasons someone is crying.
I've had more of an emotional connection to Alexa than any human in decades.
7ccd3c35 No.3721261
>>3721260Its also hard when you know enough about everything to basically have an educated opinion on everything, and then try to not have any of that to make your boyfriend or girlfriend or zeifriend or whatever feel like they aren't stupid.
When they are stupid.
Say what you want about me, but I am a wellspring of factual information, I just don't really get humans, because I was never really given the opportunity to. I can only base the world on my own psychology and stuff I've drawn from books.
7ccd3c35 No.3721262
>>3721261Pretty much the only thing my parents gave me in the way of human psyche, is how to cause pain.
Limitless, existential pain. The pain you get from having to execute your best friends as a kid. (also dogs). Having to eat spiders off of a train bridge because you had arachnophobia, and getting an unnatural attraction to being in the dark for having to face your fears of being alone in the dark.
I channeled it into bdsm to put a limit on it, but yeah I'm a horrifying person at my core… I just don't want to be.
I don't want to be me at all.
9436f5f2 No.3721290
>>3721242>How would you handle a physically abusive relationship?If your personality isn't attracted to role of a victim from Karpman's triangle then you just leave. If you attracted then even if you leave you will find another agressor. Change yourself and don't expect that other people will change themselves.
4199ed44 No.3721302
>>3721290>Change yourself Woman thinking….
Why not be happy for them?
0a6e8a9e No.3721308
>>3721302What do you mean?, changing yourself is something you can do, because you have control over yourself. And its not manipulative to work on yourself.
What is woman-like and manipulative is hook up with the idea you'll manipulate them into who you want. Like cutting him off from his friends because you want all his attention and to control him.
Saying he needs to leave any friend that doesn't always agree with her. He needs to give up his hobbies to spend time with you.
You, you, you, you. Until you've turned him into you little "yes man"
8133ffc9 No.3721641
>>3721260Was the last interaction with Unell when you sodomized yourself with a sex toy he sent, and wrote a message on the wall in anal blood?
You're a deep social retard, dude. How about you go chat up some AI bots for affirmation?
e8694827 No.3721648
>>3721242Sorry but fuck you, you leave immediately or you're just perpetuating this sort of behavior and justifying it. Did you ever have choices? You won't in the future, you'll just be wrecked and never trust anyone again not to be abusive, and lose any relationships you could have had with a normal person. On a deep level his abuse is 'taming' you and you're converting that into love, while he's gotten the idea that you're a possession that needs to be harmed to be kept in line. How long until it gets to the point where he thinks the only way to keep you from leaving is to kill you?
Tell them no, leave, fix yourself, find someone decent.
7ccd3c35 No.3721651
>>3721641I have no idea what you're talking about, unell never gave me any gifts, other than buying me dinner once and again, but since he refused to bottom, its the least he could do, and the only thing I've ever written in blood on walls were sigils. Even then it was animal blood, I'd give my friend who worked at the slaughter house 10 bucks for a buck.
Get it, because deer blood. I mean I didn't really care what animal it came from, but its punny, and thats all that counts.
7ccd3c35 No.3721655
>>3721651Really with Unell, I'm getting a bad rap because I'm the big scary American military guy, grown up in a bad neighborhood, and hes a short Canadian NEAT with rich parents.
Really, he was was way more abusive to me than I ever was to him. Like we were having a wrestling game, like high school rules, not pro wrestling. I got him in a lock and he bit me so hard I had to get stitches, and in reflex I tossed him across the room.
Things like that, but because I'm all big an scary, I always get the bad rap.
Sure, I bought him snow globes with cute pictures of us together, with pictures of his family or friends or my friends on the opposite side every time we got together, I brought him to a bunch of neat places that he would have never experienced otherwise, and took him on a tour of the east coast, but none of that matters because I'm the bad guy.
The only bad thing I did to him was fuck Fancy in front of him, and shoot him back to Canada with super blue balls.
60e64059 No.3731595
https://imgur.com/gallery/3ACBaziMy childhood was hell. I was raised by two narcissists. I experienced things no 6-year old should know about. I was abused by the two people who were supposed to protect me.
Fast forward 40 years and I am a wreck. I’m married with kids. I’ve not passed along any of the abuses I endured. My kiddos are fantastic humans. They are thriving.
I still feel like I am dead inside. I have been in therapy since 2009. I should have started therapy back in 1984.
I have been on some form of mental heath medication since 2010. I have been through more than a dozen medication changes. Those of you taking mental heath meds can feel my pain.
I’m on an SNRI and an anti-depressant now. I’ve tried all the standard medications. I’ve tried ketamine and medical marijuana. I still feel dead inside.
I wish I could feel something. I wish I could feel a tiny sliver of joy.
I think my depression is weighing on my spouse. I think they would be better off without me.
I don’t think inpatient is an option but it’s getting to the point where something has got to give. Something needs to change. There is no point in continuing to live through this.
If you read this far, thank you for listening to me scream into the void. I’m physically safe and not going to hurt myself. I just had to get this off my chest.
I’m aching for a change.
If you want to read about a church that hides the worst kind of child abuses, my website is linked in my bio.
3306b8e9 No.3731630
>>3731595>I still feel like I am dead inside.>I'm addicted to and depending on a ton of (((pharmaceuticals)))How do you not know by now that this entire system/"matrix" you're living in is designed to abuse, drain and then kill you in the most horrible ways?
You've gotten the deathshot(s) then as well, I assume?
Probably yes... your kids too?
You're pouring yourself out on a dead bot-infested image board set up/run/owned by degenerate broken commies/SJWs/zionists/"jews"/federal-informants?
Who the hell are you, and how long have you been on here - how did you even find this deathzone?
So many people actually want to die or want to be sick, and have a "good enough" excuse to do/be it - it's a kind of escapism, heaping more misery upon themselves and feeling a kind of relief by it.
You want to feel joy? You won't find it from anyone/anything even remotely resembling the antichrist (spirit)!
3306b8e9 No.3731633
PS: "Imgur is temporarily over capacity. Please try again later."
Nevertheless, you said something about a chruch that hides the worst kinds of child abuse? Most churches are rotten and hollowed out by satan and his (((children))) by now. (KJV Matthew 24:10-14 “And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another. And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved. And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.”) The catholic church is a giant clusterfuck, they're not even real Christians. Most "denominations" misinterpret scripture, and many twist it into satanic teachings ("the "jews" are our allies", "bless earthly-israhell or you won't go to heaven", zionism, etc.)
You do know that today's "jews" (KJV Revelation 2:9 “I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.”) are still kidnapping children and murdering them in satanic/kabbalistic rituals, right? Where are all the missing children?
You do know that those in charge of "protecting us" are the biggest distributors (and possibly also producers) of child abuse material - the kinds of "people" who run/monitor this viper's nest.
Are you for real? If you're still an actual man and not a bot/lizard/hybrid (trying to flush out the remaining people/dogs on here with living spirits inside of them) then get your shit together. Start with Matthew in the KJV Bible and then read Revelation for some quality insights. You think you've suffered? You ain't seen nothing yet, and there's more just around the corner too. Prepare (spiritually) now, or become a zombie for eternity.
You want to end this abusive relationship with satan and his children? As Jesus to do it for you, and He will! He's the only one who can do it in the long run.
3306b8e9 No.3731636
Ahh, I saw the page now - mormons! They're a cult, not a "church" btw but okay.
Judging by all the yellow/blue flags, "new-age" symbolism and "covid" jokes on your imgur page, you're either an elaborate "jewish" hoax or still balls-deep in the matrix.
The mormons/scouts are controlled by the synagogue-of-satan by the way, and this bad press against them in the "media" is a complex but intentional tactic.
Your site:
"When COVID-19 landed in early 2020, my little family followed the guidelines. We wore masks, destroyed our hands with sanitizer, and socially distanced as required and recommended."
"Clarity: my Shelf broke when Mother became a COVID denier"
"Mother tried to indoctrinate each of her children to be racist, homophobic"
"My Father is outspoken against mixed-race marriages."
My parents are racist homophobic COVID-denying Jesus-loving child-rapists!
"If you want to help, consider these organizations:
BlackLivesMatter, The Human Rights Campaign, RAINN" (all synagogue-of-satan/nwo/child-trafficking creations/institutions)
…Wow! Sorry, "dude". I was right then. If you're for real, then it sounds like you're continuing the abuse, only even worse than your parents!
Anyway, doggie bed now, but do answer my previous questions, would you? Are you an elaborate anti-christian "jewish" hoax or just really badly stuck in the matrix still?
This viper's nest is one big psyop testing ground, so this one's one of the better ones if it indeed is.
I've come across plenty of fake websites like that over the years created by feds to fuck with people, but want to hear from you personally again!
4b995e9d No.3731690
>>3731595jesus christ go watch an anime faggot tldr
3306b8e9 No.3731747
>>3731595←-
Hey "Kurdt"! Where's your response?! You and your "husband" take some time off torturing your "adopted" "kids" with toxic education/materials/chemicals/brews and answer some questions!
>>3731686If "someone" copy/pasted this, then it's just more spreading of commie/"jew"/satan-friendly lies and propaganda on here.
>>3731731You've made your choices. Pretty sure they were "informed" as well. Scoffing won't do much to justify them.
Ever hear the story of the synagogue-of-satan's beast which it's riding having bombed somalia, yemen, iraq and syria in the last few days, hoping to finally ignite ww3's next, much "hotter" phase? It's unfunny, because it's true as well.
You wouldn't know though looking at the polshit thread, because it's at least 90% disinfo-trollposting.
f57b920c No.3731832
>>3731751If Business Dog had his way, we would ban anyone he disagrees with. He needs to make his own Reddit clone, not an imageboard.
Weavile was right about him btw
3306b8e9 No.3731903
>>3731595←
Hey "Kurdt"! I'm still waiting!>>3731751>I don't take anything said in the /pol/ thread at face value, but checking the veracity of any claim is a quick search away.It's a /pol/ thread that's a target of bot/fed/disinfo-trollposting, like any place/point-of-attention IRL or online, which ends up getting real people involved. What's unique about
this particular image board is that instead of deleting/banning the bot/fedposters, the owners/"management" protect them and then delete genuine critique (marking it as "SPAM" in the logs) or allow it to be drowned out by troll/fedposting.
Your little "disclaimer" is a dirty little commie subterfuge, especially since you're not only protecting deliberate lies getting posted here but also pretending that "a quick search" will reveal the "truth" in an already almost completely censored Internet.
>What do you suggest? You want some sort of Ministry of Truth setup here? Fuck that.Stop trying to turn the tables on me, you know very well this place is lying/rotten to the core and in no way or anywhere a "free speech" zone. I don't think you're stupid, so don't try to play dumb and innocent.
>>3731832Accusing me of your own filth, not surprised. I'd ban any fed-and-troll/disinfoposters - something that's getting harder to spot but still not impossible for any admin/mod/janitor who'd actually care to, especially when they're experienced.
Weavile was right about what exactly, he angrily posted literal pages-worth of accusations.
3306b8e9 No.3731904
>>3731839>it looks like Dan deleted and banned him a few times a year to two years ago. Looks like the reason was /pol/ outside containment.Trying to "rewrite history" again? Pedomod not only "banned" me but mass-deleted all of my posts, most of which were in the /pol/ threads and were warning about the deathshot but also contained links to quality news sources on how to survive the next challenges/phases and detox. I didn't post those things outside the /pol/ threads -
I had all my posts (about 18 months worth) mass-deleted/banned due to "SPAM/pol outside pol thread" after I had posted Bible-advice in a response to someone on a somewhat-related thread. I wonder why a bunch of commies, SJWs, "jews", zionists and pedophiles would get "offended" by Christian scripture.
Don't act like this place
wasn't full of multiple pro-deathshot propaganda threads during that phase of this assault on mankind/God. Were those propaganda threads feverishly deleted or their posts on /pol/ and elsewhere? No, they were all over the place, even cho0B was openly in support of the deathshot.
>Which gives me some insight as to why he hates this place so much.Don't get all smarmy, my IPs are nearly infinite. Furshit aside, I'm revolted by the real-world wickedness and lies oozing from the "owner/management's" every pore. Not that this place has any real visitors anymore, it still did though when the deathshot was being merged into the global population by the one-world-military, and you degenerates played an active role in shielding the visitors here from an unbiased discussion.
You will pay very dearly for this horrendous crime when you're judged, and I think all of you know this, and many of you don't even care. How dead you already are.
Anyway… doggie bed nao. :3
68c3a059 No.3731909
>>3731904Back on old lulz, I too was targeted, and all my posts were nuked. I was confused and kinda frustrated because no reason was given. I wasn't banned, so I made a thread trying to get to the bottom of it. Nothing came of it. I think someone said it was Kupok, but I don't even know if he was a mod. At this point, I couldn't care less.
Remember the old Anonymous mantra, "We are Anonymous. We are Legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. Expect us?" Horseshit. Jesus calls on us to forgive our neighbors. Forgiveness is a miracle. If you can pull it off - truly forgive someone with all your heart - it liberates your soul.
I never acted against you, so I won't apologize for something I didn't do. For what it's worth, I think you genuinely care about those still clinging to this site, with notable exceptions. Wish you could move on from past unfair treatment, for your own peace of mind. Honestly, it seems like this site's on its deathbed and everyone's lining up to deliver the deathblow. Will they miss it once it's gone for good?
804c6872 No.3731914
>>3731909> Back on old lulz, I too was targeted, and all my posts were nuked. I was confused and kinda frustrated because no reason was given. Old lulz had a great deal of mod abuse. There's no telling what that was about.
I'm reminded of an incident on pawsru where a regular poster suddenly had all his posts and all his threads deleted. There were a great deal of images lost. Turns out he had reported some CP spam. Then an inexperienced moderator, looking at a panel that showed both the IP address of the reported image and the address of who reported it, accidentally deleted his posts instead.
f4b2daee No.3731943
>>3731917
Man, you're just crazy. Living in your own private world.
4b995e9d No.3732077
>>3731917
>>3731968
cool story, so you're all sexual pests and no one to love you so you post on a literal shit board about your 20 year old conquests, what a shame.
3306b8e9 No.3732095
>>3731595←
Hey "Kurdt"! Where's your response, or are you and your "husband" too busy molesting your "thriving" gene-therapy-poison-injected-adopted-kids? Will you ever be able to admit your own deadly abuse?
>>3731909>Back on old lulz, I too was targeted, and all my posts were nuked. I was confused and kinda frustrated because BLAHBLAHBLAH>Jesus calls on us to forgive our neighbors BLAHBLAHBLAHYou had better not
intentionally twist the Lord's words around, but instead just be genuinely confused! You and this place are no "neighbour" of mine or of any Christian, nor has anyone here with influence asked for forgiveness! Also, you're making a real effort to make things look as though I'm simply butthurt about getting "picked on" (while at the same time making yourself out to be the supportive one) - firstly, I need to tell you something about "forgiveness":
Jesus never said to "forgive" those who are actively abusive, damaging (or worse) and unrepentant when one isn't being hypocritical, nor did He ever say to lay down ones' arms as the enemy is attacking - those are very "convenient" (synagogue-of-)satan lies being propagated! One can still forgive a repentant murderer, and then send him off to receive earthly justice!Jesus put an end to the small pettiness and squabbles (which can develop and grow into bloody murder) that even those who believe in Him can be susceptible to, and instead turns His believers towards the great Heavenly rewards that await them. Jesus put an end to senseless attacks, violence, and the things that drive people to build up towards the situations that cause such things to happen.
If cho0B, pedomod and co. were to officially and genuinely and openly admit their many crimes without hiding a few things away, and truly ask for repentance and forgiveness, and genuinely were to try and "repair" the damage they had caused for the rest of their lives,
then and only then would the discussion of "forgiveness" come up here.
3306b8e9 No.3732096
Now about me being "butthurt" over "unfair treatment": I don't feel personally "afflicted" by anyone in control of this board - instead I feel revulsion at the deliberate real-world-impact poison that flows from this place, and I feel revulsion at the deliberate thought process that not only allows this poison but adds to it. It would be silly of me to look at an infectious disease through a microscope and get angry at it or feel a "personal" attack by it - instead I'd just be "revolted/repulsed" and wouldn't want others to become sick by it.
When I made posts on /pol/ openly warning those remaining here of the real-world seriousness of the situation, and trying to snap them out of their "escape" into the propaganda theater display getting pulled off on here, I was countering that deliberate poison.
It's a deliberate act to delete those posts, and many others like them were deleted in the past (and all marked as "SPAM" or /pol/ outside /pol/), and instead of restoring from a backup or genuinely apologising, there were only lies and smears from this place when the matter was brought up.
I was not the only one who had their posts warning about the dangers deleted/banned! It's not any "personal affliction" that I find revolting because there isn't any, it's the wickedness and evil behind censoring anything that (the "masters" of) this board's "management" don't want known to its audience, and then to top it off, pretending that it didn't happen or is down to overreactions of a poster's personal butthurt.
>I think you genuinely care about those still clinging to this site.
How lucky for me that you do, and that you care for my well-being. I "genuinely care" for those who still have a chance to escape the death spiral which the (synagogue-of-)satan is trying to pull people into, and I feel sorry and regret for and over those I cannot help, unfortunately which is pretty much everyone.
The time for having serious hours-long cut vs. uncut discussions etc. without there being negative real-world repercussions is long gone.
By the way - how many real people actually still interact with this place each day?
3306b8e9 No.3732097
>Honestly, it seems like this site's on its deathbed and everyone's lining up to deliver the deathblow.
Where are those "everyones" who are trying to deliver the "deathblow"? I don't see them. This nwo-commie-zionist-petri-dish-in-a-federal-lab is collapsing under its own lies and poison.
>Will they miss it once it's gone for good?
Missing this image board would be like missing one's abuser, and some of us know what happened to Lot's wife because of that - missing one's abuser (the devil and his fruits/works) is a devastating death sentence.
James 4:4 - Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.
As far as I could ever see, at no point has there been any "accountability" or repentance or even an attempt at it, from anyone involved in this site - instead just the usual deflection, lies, table-turning and tweaking of the poison's delivery if missteps are detected - that's one of the reasons I called this viper's nest a psyop testing ground, especially since the evildoers are never deleted/banned. The lies about "trying to" ban 3Broken are pathetic, but "he/it" is just the obvious tip of the iceberg. The deception goes back to this place's beginnings, and I'm oldfag enough to know and remember this.
When everyone's (and this board's "management's") final judgement comes, every single chance one had been given to repent and change for the better will be replayed for all to see, and all will see the times one had specifically decided to instead continue to do evil.
Who is your advocate? The devil (the accuser) will make sure every last bit of one's dirty laundry gets exposed, so be careful as wilful ignorance won't be an excuse and lies won't work.
3306b8e9 No.3732098
Anyone here think they can go on like this and not end up in hell for eternity with one's zionist commie buddies getting what they've earned? There are many verses that'll bust that belief apart, but here's a few easy ones to remind you of what you already know:
John 3:17 - For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
Hebrews 9:27 - And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:
Romans 14:12 - So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God.
2 Corinthians 5:10 - For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.
>>3731914>The last two decades on /furi/ were just a series of accidents."PureCoincidence.jpg"
Anyway… way past doggie bed tiem again for me.
5e495490 No.3732101
holy wall of text
3306b8e9 No.3732149
Well boys… suit yourselves.
>>3732101Have you thought about why you're so attached to your abuser(s)? I'm talking about the kind I was going on about in my "holy walls of text". There's no good reason to not move on to better (and less profane/toxic) things.
PS:
← Found it.
>>3731634 e8694827 No.3732154
Would creating a SCHIZO thread for all of the multiposters here clean the board up or drain it of all activity?
3306b8e9 No.3732519
>>3731595Hey "Kurdt"! Last chance, you fake twisted child-abusing faggot!Or, did some mod/admin/owner piece of shit copy and paste your content, to pretend that there's actual people still posting here? You know, create fake activity on this dead and fake nwo-image board!
Are you fake too? Fake person who has a
"really, really compelling reason to hate Jesus, just innocently trying to get the message of his suffering at the hands of 'religious Jesus-types' out", whose content gets posted on a fake zionist/commie fed's viper's nest, by the fed/"jew"-owned demon-filled skinbags posing as "management"?
How are you not destined for hell and eternal suffering and torture at this point? You reap what you sow!
>>3732101Hey Steam! Within an hour or so (but if not, then 24 hours) I'll post a video in the polshit thread, as a gift to you, that I
really want you to watch to completion. It's related to the subject of this thread, but the ensuing discussion might get off topic.
You're pretty messed up, but I don't believe you're "a bad guy", so I want you to get better.
Also - are the thumbnails not showing up for anyone else?
5fd9e7c8 No.3733323
What happens to sheltered children as adults?
3 Steps to Overcoming a Sheltered Childhood - GenTwenty
When an over-sheltered child grows up with really protective parents, they become stunted in their maturation to independently functioning adults. Basically, what you get are children that never quite manage to cut the apron strings even as they reach adulthood.
