a69299c5 No.3717337
Everything that follows is the last I have ever seen him mentioned, which is found in this old /pol/ thread here: >>3714638
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1918158441https://twitter.com/Amdualchessaccording to sources
1. he was doing fine in TN and his friend relish begged him to move to texas because his two roommates left
2. spent a portion of his savings moving to tx help his friend he knew for 10 years and it was mostly fine (relish yelled and made fun of him)
3. around march he was being threatened by multiple ppl (smbody named ko_dass and others) online while on weed and caused the server nuke (apparently real cp and murder was spammed in his dms)
4. he recovered and was stable until early june then relish begin to mess with his head and pretended to be a part of floraverse (unclear) b4 leaving him alone for a week without contact
5. during that time he was targeted by 4chan groups and some kind of asylum discord that fucks with heads and got spammed murder/cp again
6. relish got the cops to send him to a mental ward after he apparently was possessed by amdusias and broke through the downstairs apartment (neighbors said it was his char barto that broke in wtf?)
7. a furry friend named "@feral__mom" begged him for 3k even tho he was mentally unstable and abandoned him after getting the money
8. mid-june he was evicted and had to move into an expensive apartment and most of his savings were depleted (4+ years of savings wasted moving to texas)
9. apparently he's back to stable but his leg and arm are injured and he can't find work or commissions. his friend relish stopped talking to him and he has no friends left (cept sum girl named zell)
a69299c5 No.3717342
That being said, Helelos burned a lot of bridges during what seemed to be an extended psychotic episode. This information is likely stretching the truth or outright lies. He never did apologize to the friends he hurt, including me. Apparently everyone was suddenly a "Nazi pedo rapist".
There's a lot more to this. Maybe someone else will chime in.
7f113ab6 No.3717381
dont post his stupid ass artwork or he will get offended and sue us or some shit
a69299c5 No.3717428
>>3717425
Helelos hasn't been a mod here since the board got upgraded.
e200aeb3 No.3717478
>>3717425
It's telling that you're the one who chose to reply.
>"There were clear boundaries between where real and fictional characters were represented in the brains of the least lonely participant in our study," Wagner said. "But the boundaries between real and some fictional people were nearly nonexistent for the loneliest participant."
a978a637 No.3718101
Prior to being evicted, Helelos did a home invasion on the apartment below him, trying to find "Zall". He broke through their window, which is probably why he's injured.
He was also hanging up banners of his character on the outside of the apartment building, which had people googling and asking his Twitter mutuals what was going on.
a69299c5 No.3718453
>>3718421Congrats, keep it up.
As a schizophrenic myself, I know how absolutely devastating THC and other drugs can be on the mental health of people like me. I've been sober 3 years now from THC and alcohol. Helelos, if you're reading this, please wake up from this nightmare and admit you need help. Even just sobering up will help.
50a399c0 No.3718496
>>3718453Awww, thank you for your encouragement. It might not seem like much but any little acknowledgement of my progress just motivates me to work even hard toward my sobriety. My ultimate goal is to reach 1 entire year sober.
I worry about Helelos too… he really needs to check himself into a rehab center or something so he can get cleaned up if he's still using drugs.
a69299c5 No.3727425
Here's the rest:grabbing my doxx shit on [redacted] who abused me in my sleep while I roomed with him.
The snake friend Nick I don't have doxx on but you can get it by tricking the dipshit pedo mom [redacted] by saying you are Stevie's friend and need Nick's number.
Stevie needs to get crushed and Kazerad/Nick's business (Prequel Comics) I want gone for good (I want this, not requesting it)
After tonight I'm done with irl dox shit.
if I ever hurt a single innocent person I fully agree to having my info doxxed and my shit stolen.
[redacted Google Maps link]
[redacted] is their main source of income.
I lived in rooms in the top.
The brother-in-law is a cop who targets people of color on drugs to send to jail, then they group beat them and sell the footage for profit
The rest I don't give a shit about. Stevie's gotta go.
He's obsessed with kids so I'm certain he abuses them.
Sorry for being sloppy about this
I wish these stupid fascists who hurt kids would DISAPPEAR.
I am posting a public statement about this to further smear his ass across the pavement bloody and crying.
https://www.prequeladventure.com/I want his site erased.
That alone will send a message to his white power allies that I will not let him stay in power.
My evil has been spoken, thank you for reading.
a978a637 No.3727435
Helelos conspires against people he perceives as being more successful than him. That's all it takes. He doesn't even have to meet you personally to seek your destruction.
He was plotting against the Hazbin Hotel clique awhile back. Retardedly jealous and wrathful.
2d593b4e No.3727483
>>3727435>Helelos conspires against people he perceives as being more successful than him. That's all it takes. He doesn't even have to meet you personally to seek your destruction. Kaz here (Nick from the above story).
I don't think it's popularity, I think Hel just really, really doesn't understand scale. He moved in with a close friend of mine (Stevie) for a few years, but his schizophrenia started to worsen and he came completely convinced that being asked to pay $300 in rent was extortion. I tried to explain to him that $300 a month was a really good price, and show him websites explaining the average rent in different areas. This just convinced him that I had immense amounts of influence and was able to make every website on the internet lie about how much housing costs.
After I lost contact with him I briefly joined a group of his friends who were trying to track down what happened to him and if he was okay. I was kinda rattled to find out that a lot of the people he had ranted to me about as if they were huge and influential bullies committed to being a thorn in his side were like… literal children, 18-19 years old. Most of them just worried about him like I was.
I don't know where Hel is now. Last I heard he was just kinda ambiguously somewhere in Texas, and his roommate got him evicted after he started telling people said roommate was a cartel boss and asking them to come kill him.
It's a really sad situation.
>>3718453 make sure you have a network of people you trust who can intervene if things ever get really bad.
1d4886ac No.3727504
>>3727483> Last I heard he was just kinda ambiguously somewhere in TexasIf he is still there his friends might try to guide him to some mental heath care.
https://www.hhs.texas.gov/services/mental-health-substance-use 3a6085d6 No.3727759
I used to be friends with him and I feel we were close, then we drifted apart. I still think about you, Helelos, and I hope you're alright.
9f3b33ce No.3727811
>>3727483Helelos' default mode is enraged jealousy. He goes after content creators out of envy. Don't think if the schizophrenia was removed he'd somehow be a better person.
His attacks on people require moral cover, which is why he's doing the antifa nonsense and claiming you're a Nazi.
You deserve better, Kaz, but I disagree with your charitable take.
5f80414d No.3727815
>>3727811>Don't think if the schizophrenia was removed he'd somehow be a better person. It works backwards. Your brain hallucinates stuff and generates random emotions and associations, and your mind comes up with rationalizations for why these random hallucinations make sense. Psychosis is the point where you stop recognizing which thoughts and ideas are intentional, and which are just noise.
If the person is feeling paranoid, THAT causes them to come up with conspiracy theories that explain why they SHOULD be paranoid. If they randomly associate someone to be a nazi, they come up with theories and make up facts to explain to themselves why this is true.
It's all to do with ego self-preservation, because you need to have a consistent self-narrative to feel that you even exist. If for example your hand was randomly grabbing objects, you wouldn't feel that is you doing it. Likewise, if there's these random thoughts popping into your head, it doesn't feel like you are thinking them, unless you can somehow explain away these random actions as YOUR actions
2f83f1fa No.3727828
>>3727815some nazis are secretly kkk members. conspiracy much or doody on the brain?
19a18b0b No.3727882
>>3727811>You deserve better, Kaz, but I disagree with your charitable take.His constant angling for moral superiority and the nazi conspiracy stuff didn't come about until late-stage Hel though, when he switched from the bird fursona to the wolf. His housemate at the time was my best friend, which meant I got a lot of details on his slow descent. By the time he got kicked out, he was in constant conversation with people who weren't there and drawing runes all over everything.
Kind of like
>>3727815 was getting at, he basically just lost the ability to recognize when he was wrong. Like, to use the rent thing as an example, some part of Hel "knew" with complete certainty that $300 was an outlandish price for rent. This felt so true to him that when I showed him evidence that it was a good price, it was easier for him to believe I had the will and ability to modify every website on the internet simply to demoralize him than to believe that he was wrong. It's a very small jump to get from "I'm logically correct about everything" to "I'm morally correct about everything", and when everyone tells you you're wrong and even the police are taking their side, it's easy to feel like there's a massive conspiracy at play.
5f80414d No.3727883
>>3727828Even among normal people, "truth" is a feeling you have separate to any argument supporting said truth. It's a label that is emotionally ascribed to facts or associations.
This is why you can have dreams where you think "Reality is the smell of burnt almonds", and it makes sense. The moment you wake up, that association is gone and no longer makes any sense. If you're having a psychosis and your brain maintains this association for any reason, you have the inclination to come up with a narrative to explain why this is so, because you already accept is as true and real - everything else has to conform to your sense of real.
5f80414d No.3727884
>>3727882> It's a very small jump to get from "I'm logically correct about everything" to "I'm morally correct about everything"That's also a feature of autism. In it, a person has problems separating their own self and their own ideas from the thoughts of others, because they lack or are severely impaired in what's called a "theory of other minds".
In other words, such a person can only maintain one mind at a time, not accounting for different points of view. It creates the illusion that facts or opinions should be shared by everyone else, and if not then the other people are either stupid or being intentionally deceptive because they should know the "truth" that you know.
A person who is both autistic an schizophrenic is at a double jeopardy of not even being able to comprehend when their thoughts are getting distorted - but a person who is merely autistic can also develop these obsessive ideas about things that "should be so". See e.g. Greta Thunberg.
2b705138 No.3727941
>>3727884imo people are largely emotional creatures first and logical creatures second. If you feel strongly about something emotionally, the mind will make up some bs to make logical connections to support the emotional basis.
You don't have to be autistic or schitzo to do it, its just they do it way more aggressively, and with way less self awareness than… well, I'd say the normal dude, but what is normal anymore?
2b705138 No.3727964
>>3727962You know, we could just fan fic that shit, and make our own Katia story line.
Make some shit up, I guarantee you at the very least I will stare at you menacingly as my best mudcrab.
I will 1hp you to death you m**sh5*4r You think your fireballs will stop my mudcrab powers while I'm masturbating mentally in a bathtub. Just try it you magic battery bitch-
2f83f1fa No.3728574
>>3728477nah you always were all a bunch of tiny cunty faggots and u kno it
be52ffbb No.3728673
Helelos's future is bleak and short. He's being mentally eviscerated by his demons.
He wasted every friendship, every opportunity, every moment of grace by his cruel and hateful nature. He schemed against others for no reason other than envy.
Burn in hell you autistic faggot.
0a5f124f No.3728689
>>3728687> I had also forgotten that he tried to get sober while we were involved, and I think that somehow made his condition worse?Maybe, it's also possible he knew his mental condition was deteriorating and hoped that would help.
1062dbfb No.3733789
>>3728690This is a thread about Helelos! Not that deranged lunatic terrorist Circus Fox! I demand the staff remove that post immediately.
It is irritating irrelevant and erroneous shit posting.
This intrusion on an otherwise constructive thread is not appreciated anon.
efc90d7f No.3733792
>>3733789Aufy isn't a terrorist. More like a deranged Karen who smears her own shit over depictions of nudity at an art exhibit. Think of the children!
626cbd7e No.3733793
>>3733792aufy is a terrorist in the way that a teenager script kiddy is a terrorist. He does way more damage than he intends.
Im still surprised that he didn't get in trouble with the law the time that he juggled that roommate's mom's tits.
I mean, I've driven without a seatbelt a whole of 30 seconds in my life, and I got a ticket for it.
626cbd7e No.3733795
hell I've been arrested back in high school for stealing my own pencil back from a bitch math tutor.
I mean, I didn't get any charges, but still far less than what Aufy gets away with on a regular basis.
626cbd7e No.3733796
>>3733795but to be fair, I only got mad and snatched it back from her because it was a Kuru Toga rotary pencil. I spent a lot of lunch money on that thing, it wasn't like some plastic pencil.
She took it from me because she was supposed to be tutoring me in trig, and she was making me work on a kindergarten 1+1=2 book. Then I said this sucks, and she was like "thats filthy talk," so I was like "ok this blows," then she got more mad and I was like "ok this sucks a huge cock and you suck clits because you can't keep a man if you wanted to."
So she took my pencil and called my mom.
626cbd7e No.3733797
then the police showed up and I got arrested for stealing my own pencil, and assault, because I touched the tutor's hand when I took it back.
0b1eb06a No.3733808
>>3733800
In that case your libido needs to classified as a medical emergency
69b92037 No.3733855
>>3733800
At this point I'm convinced that Steam is an AI.
3fbd47cb No.3733859
>>3728547https://
dead
reamers
delight
.com/
626cbd7e No.3734730
>>3734725Its kind of ironic, I gave him a very lucrative contract when he graduated art school, he turned it down. Looks like he stole my thing.
adc63377 No.3736894
>>3736893I do have a history of dating transexuals (and kicking Canadians out of M'rka) but when they start talking about ovulation and estrus, I tend to just jump ship.
There is a level.
e6554737 No.3736898
>>3736897You're a tranny, huh? That must be a struggle.
adc63377 No.3736899
>>3736898I am not, I'm perfectly happy being a male, I just wanted to have the experience.
I like my dick. I don't have boobs, and I don't want them.
I just enjoy a set of sensitive nips, and a healthy enthusiasm for anal penetration.
Other than that I'm 100% d00d.
adc63377 No.3736902
>>3736901That said, estrogen really does feel awesome, and its not like I want to use my mammary glands anyways….
I don't want to be a girl, but the fringe benefits are nice…
adc63377 No.3736904
still not trans, I just like having girl nipples
e87995ec No.3736907
Steam is trans. Might as well crack that egg. It's going to be ugly as fuck, but society rewards that now so why not?
adc63377 No.3736917
>>3736907>why notI can have sensitive perky nips, enjoy scented baths, and prefer lady grey tea over earl grey, and not want to be a girl at the same time.
Just because you're curious, or you like feminine things doesn't make you trans.
adc63377 No.3736920
In any case, in order to be trans, I'd need to be transitioning. And as everyone knows, I'm basically stuck at a fixed point in time. I don't take kindly to fancy things like "change."
7763948f No.3737346
>>3736892It's sad to see this happening to him. I used to play games with him and we would laugh and have fun.
96e7d9e2 No.3748116
>>3748100Involving the kiwis is the worst possible move he could have made.
He'll likely be homeless soon if he's posting his host's address.
7bcbd414 No.3748123
>>3748116https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2201985754In the Twitch stream he stated he's living alone in his apartment and can't pay the next rent bill.
He found a furry to live with (for a week) but then stated his intent to overstay and then murder the host when they object.
55cc4300 No.3748185
>>3748100dude's legit batshit. just called him. he said something about murdering his entire family
55cc4300 No.3748191
>>3748185oh I called again and apparently he said hes on meth
im not joking
96e7d9e2 No.3748193
>>3748191Meth is quite a leap from cough syrup and shrooms.
No wonder he's so angry.
7b1c2b88 No.3748210
>>3748185Save for his brother, his entire family has already passed?
0703925f No.3748231
>>3748210Mix just makes shit up.
66e1157a No.3748245
>>3748100I'm certain that's his address and phone number. The area code is Tennessee, where he lived prior.
It sounds like he's trying to set up a swatting with the way he phrased it.
b56b4e5f No.3751001
Honestly I just got out of jail and I give it a 6/10.
Mix, just literally come here and drive me to the East Coast so I can destroy all your enemies.
Worst, I'm actually sober.
https://discord.gg/u7SbfAAb>>3748245Apartment in Las Cimas is 1080, sorry I forgot because I labeled it "Im Da Boss!"
Brb working TWO jobs.
b56b4e5f No.3751002
My phone got lost so I'm recovering my number on a new phone. I have no idea how how Mix got my phone but I did tell him "I'm Da Boss!"
I blocked him for no reason so I'll fix that.
My discord is: obey_obyzz
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iF8CQf1fst4Making a third one when make a buncha new comics.
a5bba3ca No.3751035
Might want to 1.) apologize to everyone you've fucked over 2.) take your mental health seriously, since it's not only your ass on the line but also everyone you pointlessly dox.
9b4ca13d No.3751050
>>3751001I'm glad things are going better for you. I hope you can stay sober while keeping your demons at bay.
Looking forward to new comics.
9b1a0106 No.3751067
>>3751035I owe one person back for rent assistance
that is free to ask for it in payments. I do apologize to the people I've fucked over from my negligent behavior.
adc92a69 No.3751069
It's a shame you dove into drugs and stuff of that nature. I hope you're doing better now and that you stay away from it.
fd7b117c No.3751071
>>3751070Now there's a name I haven't seen in years.
adc63377 No.3751102
>>3751071definitely old af.
50a0c555 No.3751222
>>3751071He actually posted here not long ago and admitted he calls himself keffles now. The same one responsible for getting kiwi farms booted off cloudflare.
adc92a69 No.3751232
>>3751222Always knew that faggot was a he.
b56b4e5f No.3751382
https://kiwifarms.st/threads/joseph-adams-helelos-amdualchess-queen-amdusias-vegex-strangeside-dead-dreamers-delight.195626/I can't even read this thread.
Kiwifarms says I plan on murdering people.
We've reached full critical moron and the train keeps going off the rails.
That's it, it's time for war.
8d4a6b2c No.3751385
>>3751382So many questions, like:
Why did you write that nasty contract?
Why were you a member of Kiwifarms?
Why are you threatening people and now denying it?
2e1c1658 No.3751387
Whatever happened to ponoiro
b56b4e5f No.3751388
>>3751385Catbountry was aiding and abetting a grooming pot (party_prat's server) for minors, so I wrote an obvious troll before they banned me.
I was a member of Kiwifarms because somebody kept posting Floraverse here; I was primarily involved with Floraverse.
Scrimshaw came outta nowhere, bought me plane tickets to visit in August, bought me food, shoveled money at me and promised to buy me a car. He also got my phone number and told me he loved me. I was paranoid and ultimately he stopped talking to me after I reacted accordingly, but that turned into hyper drama.
>>3751387I see his green dragon in /trash/ request threads.
7b1c2b88 No.3751389
>>3751388Scrimshaw was trying to support your lame ass. This is why no one should be kind to you. You try to ruin everyone who does, and rewrite their compassion as treachery.
You're not able to deny your behavior anymore. It's getting documented.
66e9ba5d No.3751390
>>3751389I've dealt with enough hate in my life. Create your own lies about me and see where it gets you.
4e9644e0 No.3751391
>>3751388And you missed one. Why are you approaching other furry artists with a contract involving sexual sadism?
You've lied about everyone being a rapist, yet this is how you conduct yourself? You have a reputation now.
66e9ba5d No.3751392
>>3751391I approached one person with that trollpost, a problematic fascist, because I was targeted for sexual grooming by that cult. I proved that person just wanted to exploit anyone or thing for drama despite being attached to a grooming cult with minors on the server (they didn't ID users)
This was like 4 years ago. I've since become demi/ace
I've not lied and I will stand up for myself.
Kiwifarms will fall.
4e9644e0 No.3751393
>>3751392That is bullshit. That contract had nothing to do with Floraverse and the artist wasn't a fascist.
Log off the internet, focus on your job and mental health. You spent several years harassing and threatening people. That will not go away. Nobody should be interacting with you in this state.
66e9ba5d No.3751397
>>3751393You're misconstruing connections.
d38f6a60 No.3751453
>>3751388stop going to /trash/ or whatever it is you dumpster dive from
adc92a69 No.3751459
>>3751453>doesn't know what /trash/ isCringe
2f83f1fa No.3751470
>>3751459cringe your pathetic ass to it then you garbage cuck
3865d64d No.3753017
>>3753012He has my location and number threatening swat/wellness check.
Guess I'll just go to jail again!
d38f6a60 No.3753043
instead you are having a meltie on lulz
d50d9fcf No.3753047
>>3753046Alas! I must meltdown!
-melts down in lavacake-
d38f6a60 No.3753051
>>3753047self absorbed much the world is literally a pee hole view from your perspective
7c0d7f70 No.3753057
>>3753055Subterranean Lizard People.
dca11d47 No.3753060
hey helelos
a5bba3ca No.3753072
This is the most neutral explanation I can do of what went down:
Zell hooked up Helelos with another furry who was going to work with him long-term to get his life back together.
He bought Helelos hundreds of dollars of food, which Helelos let rot on the counter because it wasn't the food he wanted, or he forgot how refrigeration works. I don't know.
There were communication errors made. Helelos then decided it was a good idea to stream a meltdown where he stated his intention of staying longer than than the host stipulated. Helelos said he'd be confrontational if there was an argument, and that he'd be "set up to murder him." This was in addition to him expressing murderous intent to his brother, and that he wanted to lynch PK in the name of "white power".
He then posted this video to drama sites. The host saw it and cancelled. Helelos made additional threats against him and his husband, claimed the host was a rapist and said he had control of the host's property and life.
Even after all that, the host wasn't mad.
Helelos went on Zell's server and more arguments were had. Now the host is mad and made off the cuff remarks in anger, which he screenshotted and is presenting without context. He'll now show it as proof that "rich furries" are out to get him.
If you want people's help, you need to stop being a menace. I will continue talking to you until I'm taxed to my limit, but you need to be fair with people. Stop lying.
2f83f1fa No.3753079
>>3753072food is for starving people.
2f83f1fa No.3753081
>>3751384this sounds like your typical magnet for bs.
708fdcde No.3757540
He had another Twitch freakout
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2284164159It's getting disturbing as he's taking out his anger on bystanders now. He's talking about how he's targeting a handicapped girl at church, and how he confused a 3 year old girl on the street with Zell.
9a9c64b0 No.3757619
>>3757540I'm afraid its far worse than you think. Listen carefully to that part and you will hear him casually speak of sexually assaulting said child. I have archived the stream from Twitch and will be working with someone else to clip out choice tidbits. I wouldn't have wasted my life doing this before… But this needs attention.
This man is a legitimate danger to society. He crossed a line that is inexcusable.
46ba0e3f No.3757908
>>3757540I listened to the entire video and I can say without a doubt that he has a severe mental illness, most likely schizophrenia.
The delusions of grandeur: constantly referring himself as being hyper-intelligent or a god, claiming to have supernatural powers that can manipulate the material and spiritual realm.
The delusions of false persecution: accusing people of harassing him in elaborate and nonsensical ways, accusing others of sexual abuse such as rape
Long incoherent rambling rants that follow no logic or reason.
I just hope he gets the help he needs before he hurts someone vulnerable, like an innocent child.
This man needs to be sent to a hospital and rehabilitated as soon as possible before he causes some serious damage.
