No no this actually really good advice bro.
I might actually look into it this time around.
For the past few years I've been moving back forth between here and Savannah. I don't know what's been wrong with me. I just really don't like living with other people but I haven't been able to afford not to. I ywasn't sure what I wanted to do with my life.
But every time I put on that pink costume I feel like this it.
This is the thing that matters more than all the other things.
The Fnaf mysteries are super important but ever since I started performing for people in the Circus Fox costume all these burried emotions came welling up in me. Emotions I had good reasons to burry.
Ya know I don't wanna bother popufurs with my goofy emotions.
But God Damn ya know. Some one is inspired by you and wants to walk in your foot steps and carry on the work you began … That's something special. Y
I shouldn't have to feel ashamed of that.
My fascination with being a pink bimbo predates Fnaf by several years. I thought I could burry these emotions with fnaf lore and adventures but … it didn't help how sexy some of the characters and situations are just so God Damn kinky.
Working Mc Jobs, paying a head house hold X amount and then fuck around until I have to go back to work is all I know.
But something about Circus Fox though.
That pleading hungry look on its face.
Are you going feed me today Bonnie Haller?
It feels like another person I'm responcible for.
That I have to fed and take care of and answer to.
Ya know before it was like it didnt matter if I succeeded or not because it was just me in my life and the object of my affection didn't like me anyways. So it was who the hell cares.
But Circus Fox … I have to give him a good home and other bimbo friends and room to grow.
All of sudden good enough is not enough at all anymore.
Living with other people used to be a tolerable thing.
Now every little thing they do gets on nerves when most of the time they're not even doing anything all that aggravating.
All these bimbo building ideas I've been just sitting on for years it's like I have … I just fucking have to do it.
One of the reasons I want second job is because that would mean more at work making money and less time spent at home being irritated by people who aren't even doing anything wrong.