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721169 No.3511374

Had a nightmare where Steam and Aufy tried to rape me. We were in a room hanging out and then suddenly I was naked then Aufy tried to shove his huge dick in his face and when I refused he tried to hold me down.

Steam tried to grab my legs but I ran out of the apartment and started screaming "HELP ME!" over and over but nobody came. Then eventually gave up and went back inside laughing at me and that's when I got pissed and punched through the outside window with my hand.

Then I grabbed a piece of broken grass with my bloody hand, threatened to slit their throats, grabbed my stuff and my folding knife and got the fuck out of there!

I hate you two! You're disgusting retards!


should have gone back and let yourself get fucked, sex is fun, one day you'll have it too, hopefully.

also the dad in the pic is right, just relax and let the fun in you.



classic supressed memory coming back in dreamstates. Straight out of Freud.

I am so sorry

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Brave, Calm down man... It was just a dream dawg. I wouldn't do that, okay... Why you're having rape fantasies about me and steam is beyond me but I'm not a rapey kind'a guy. Though I'm totally flattered that you had rape fantasy dream with me in it. And yeah... it's... kind'a hot.

Huge dick? Well... I may not be freakishly porn star big, but... it's.. well it's not small.
Disgusting? well... kind'a... perhaps... maybe... Whatever... I could see how you might say that... but a lot of us furries are kind'a gross. My fetishes are actually kind'a tame by furry standards.
Retarded? Well... huhh.... I might not be down syndrome bad but ... I'm not really all that smart. I like to challenge myself mentally and... I've seen some things man... but when it comes right down to it,
I'm a fuck'n mess.
Steams way smarter me. You have to be smart to write code.

Rapey? Not at all bro... one of the problems a lot of my exes had with me was they said sexually I wasn't aggressive enough... but ya know ... with feminism these days... I just felt like I had to be REeeeeeeeAL careful to respect their boundaries, and ended up being too careful I guess.

But you don't gotta worry about me raping you or anything. I don't even know what you look like or where you live or anything like that... even if I did, You don't worry about me man...

All I know about is I think you're totally insane and mega emo & I'm just not into cutty slicey emo types anyways.

Steam? I ... Dunno man... I can only speak for myself... but he's more likely to rape you than me. I can you tell you that much.


steam and aufy are savage negro beasts

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I don't know, rape takes a lot of effort and emotional intensity. I started back into this 10 hour a week therapy and drug abuse thing, got this shot for alcohol cravings and supposedly will make me sick if I drink, and a few things to even out the rest.

All in all I've been pretty unsteamishly chill, and have a sex drive of practically 0. If someone wanted me to viciously rape them, I'd probably ask if we could at least have a lite dinner and see a play first. Also I'm feeling kind of bottomish lately, so they'd have to do most of the work.

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are you on SSRI


No, he's on a Munchausen trip again.


Im on naltrexone, bupropion (wellbutrin), and temporarily quetiapine fumarate to get me to sleep without sleep paralysis episodes untill I go a few months sober. Personally I think if this cocktale works ill just as well stay on it. SARIs dont kill my sex drive they just make me anorgasmic.

My apartment is clean, im eating better, looking better from keeping hydrated, and actually working on that house i bought. Turns out im really productive when im not staying up all night drunk and jerking off. Who would have thout it.

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I've been drunk 5 days straight this week. Work had me take on a mental task I can't possibly solve sober. So I just take calcium, niacin, magnesium, taurine, glycine, theanine and I've worked 5 days straight with no hangover whatsoever, just some tiredness. The secret is theanine + niacin.

Being sober is completely overrated. Alcohol is there for you. It's your friend. You just have to learn how to use it wisely. Even elevated liver enzymes can be fixed. Half of that comes from your diet. Alcohol doesn't cause that much damage if diet is clean. If you think you can't, try getting some GHB, at least. Fuck this buproprion bullshit, norepinephrine is a shit neurotransmitter on its own. I can tell you're not the man you used to be. Tell me you don't know it too. What about love.

pic: cocaine bear, some artist on lulz I forgot his name drew this for me.

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>drunk for 5 days straight

I was drunk for around 2000 days straight, mostly. Get on my level no0b.

Also, my therapist thinks that I'm an introvert that's convinced himself that he's an extrovert. Which makes sense after I thought about it. So I'm going to focus on trying to love myself for a while instead of trying to wring it out of others.

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Fucken quitter

Therapists are sheiksters. I hope that's not coming out of your pocket. The only decent professional in that line of profession is the extremely rare excellent psychiatrist. Bad psychiatrists, all psychologists, all therapists, are sheiksters. Web browser saying I'm not spelling that right. But the search engine isn't helping. Help me out here.



You're thinking of the term 'Shyster'.

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Right. Thanks. It's like Oysters. Now I remember. At least you can tell I'm speaking from the heart.

edit: having some trouble with these captchas. Motherfuckers ain't forgiving



>I was drunk for around 2000 days straight, mostly.

Tell us again how you were experiencing constant delirium tremens, which has a 35% mortality rate if untreated.


It happened once.


In 2000 days of drunkenness?

Probability increases with consumption, after 14 days of continous drinking you're pretty much guaranteed. Again, you're telling porkies.

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Stream, seriously (I'm the drunk guy), did you ever stop to try alternatives to alcohol? GHB, Baclofen (ok this one is too weak, but it's a temporariy help), Phenibut, MDMA, even short-term benzos? The only reason I do alcohol is because I have no friends that can provide with me with the good stuff right now.

I feel like you bought the kool-aid and threw the baby out with the bathwater. You can do so much better than Wellbutrin. This has been slowly crippling your personality. If you can't see it, believe me, most of us can. You need to get back on that wagon, buddy. The right wagon.


To explain, alcohol affects the GABA neurotransmitter system much like any other tranquilizer, and so after continous drinking, if you stop for for a moment you basically go nuts. The brain has pretty much stopped the production of the neurotransmitter due to the continous disruption of the production/reception of GABA, so when you stop drinking after weeks or months of consumption, your brain is suddenly not producing the chemical and your brain and sympathetic nervous system goes to overdrive, giving you a hangover times million. You become delirious, your heart rate and blood pressure shoots up, you have seizures, you may have a heart attack or kill yourself etc. while seeing pink elephants as your blood glucose levels plummet and your muscles go into involuntary contractions and tremors. You may even stop breathing as the muscles in your lungs stop responding.

He's not doing anything he claims. He'd be much less coherent by this point.


(I am the drunk guy)

Actually, little known fact, is that alcohol ends up triggering the immune system, which is part of hangovers, which is part of the metabolic slowdown caused by alcohol, quite interconnected. If you take Niacin it fulfills the tryptophan pathway end-products which is a signal for immune resolution of insults. Of course it also provides the body with NAD+ with which to detoxify the alcohol in the liver, but so many things depend on the NAD+ it's almost universal so that part is generic. So you add theanine which provides a specific detoxification agains alcohol ( and you're golden (be careful, don't go over 400mg theanine/day or it trigger the immune system and you feel like shit).

You sort of have to add magnesium because alcohol diuretic excretes it, and in turn, calcium also. Then for good measure you throw in taurine and glycine which have good records against alcohol.

For a large part, it doesn't have that much to do with GABA withdrawal. Benzos are notoriously bad for that, and alcohol only causes a fraction of that withdrawal. Many drugs cause GABA withdrawal but alcohol is one of the easiest to get off from on that front.

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I took a pic, look up the price on that injection.

Any change in my personality has probably just been from me dropping my alcohol consumption down over the past two weeks. I've only been completely clean for a week, and thats when I started all this, so I doubt the wellbutrin has kicked in yet. I did spend the first few days on the seroquel in a fog though.


Yeah, benzos can fuck you up pretty rapidly, having a stronger effect per dose, but alcohol does the same and much worse if you're drinking more or less continuously for six years like Steam claims, because of the long term habilitation effect.

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Well, I have had seriously bad withdrawals from benzos, some benzo-like substances, phenibut etc., and I don't believe alcohol even comes close.

In fact the worst withdrawal ever was from high-dose tianeptine, but nevermind that, because that is on a whole other plane of existence (worse than heroin; the only comparable possibly being fentanyl).

The time of addiction doesn't matter so much as does the time of depletion of cofactors together with the immune adaptation, whose recovery is on the order of months minimum. Neurotransmitters typically fix themselves within a few weeks, and if they don't, it's symptomatic of something else that's been disturbed.

Alcohol is a weak as fuck substance even on the long term. It's the typical human diet that makes it as damaging as it's perceived to be.

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Well, for what it's worth, I decided tonight I'm not going to drink alcohol anymore. It's the shittiest drug out there. I need to find something better. It's so damn unproductive. Compared to GHB, Phenibut, MDMA, virtually anything else, I get almost nothing done. I had a split-second decision to make to buy alcohol before the store closes at 10am and I decided, tomorrow I'm going to do Phenibut. Fuck yeah. Fuck alcohol. Worst drug on earth.

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Meanwhile, I'm sitting right here watching wine ferment away. Yay yeast farts!

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>>3511510 Yeah, you know he excused of me of straight up raping him in the Furluminati Discord!

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